Unbridled Love

Today I'm experiencing what it feels like
To love unbridled
Unhinged
Unattached

Noticing ways that my love has been
Conditional
Expectational
Demanding

It is an illusion to think that somehow, if I let go, I'll lose something
Never to have it come back
In that control
In that constriction
In that contraction
I think I have control
But I don't

Today I chose to love
To open my heart
To fully trust
To let go
To experience a love that requires nothing in return

Moments of fear arise
I want to reach out and grab on
But instead
I choose to simply love again
Feeling the depths of my love
Of my desire
Of my adoration
Of my devotion
Of my passion

And I feel free